hate the process but always craving for more
pain is temporary, pride is forever . am starting this paragraph quite strong despite the fact that i neglecting this blog for too long. sorry, bebe.. am here now at least! Circa 2023, there have been such a rollercoaster ride and a tolls of emotional stress that i successfully managed to tackled it quite okay. i call it 10/10 shots. Ngeliat progres sejak itu hingga hari ini, selalu mikir kok gua masih bisa survive ya kayak ga nyangka aja gitu. Countless nights of crying myself, you name it. Saking lamanya ga update kehidupan disini, lupa ngabarin kalo sekarang udah beneran jadi dokter (walaupun masih didalem proses Internship yg sisa 5 bulan lagi). Well, who's going to expect me to go all the way through until reaching this point? Not me, nor everyone. But here i am, walking at the edge of the void in my life. Sudah terlalu banyak yang terjadi, jadi bingung mau mulai dari mana tapi kayaknya progres menuju arah baik udah mulai kelihatan walaupun ...